Chicken wing pizza day!

I was so close to not writing today, but I told myself, you told yourself you would write everyday… so here I am…

Chicken wing pizza day… a good day… It started off as eat a bad meal day, but every friday I felt like chicken wing pizza, so it became chicken wing pizza day. I get it from original italian pizza near me, somebody certainly deserves an award for its creation… es delicioso! I look forward to this day, days in advance.

In other news… I must have gotten a bit depressed lately or something, my brain has certainly kicked on its dopamine drug or whatever, I have been a bit wired for sure, just thinking and thinking. I don’t know if I explained what my brain does before, but it will take a thought or idea I find exciting or that makes me excited, and it will just keep repeating them over and over, each time giving me a little bit of dopamine, but repeated many many times, it gets me pretty wired… it was an anti-depressant drug my brain figured out how to make itself… although the crash sometimes certainly isn’t pleasant, I am not too big of a fan of the wired feeling anymore anyways… I get worried I am going to have a heart attack or something, but my heart rate remains in good condition… my brain figured out how to make its own cocaine in a way without a lot of the negative side effects… which I don’t think cocaine should be used as an anti-depressant…

In other other news… I haven’t heard back from any of the newspapers yet, it has only been a week… probably even if you were going to pick up a column or something, it would take some time to make the decision… I feel I will most likely never hear a word back from them though… maybe…

I did get a couple bids on some paintings on ebay though, very exciting… I will only make a buck or two, but I am more excited to see that someone wanted to buy a painting, I included a signed copy of my book… I am hoping that means that more will someday sell on there. Definitely a good sign that it may be a good avenue for getting my paintings out the door… I get excited about the whole process, getting the payment, packaging them up and shipping them out the door… very fun. So, that has been nice…

In my schizophrenic world it has gotten a bit political lately as I have decided to watch the news a few times haha… I try my best to just consider it a drama designed specifically for me to watch and to keep me out of the loop of reality… I watch the news more for different reasons, but I am not sure I ever want to throw those schizophrenic thoughts out there…

Part of me wonders if the world hasn’t already adopted perfect capitalism…

I was a little worried when I looked up the question, how many years of oil do we have left in the world? and it said like 53 years… that is insane, it should be a running clock in the corner of every news show, that is a very scary fact… but in my schizophrenic world, I wonder, is that a fact? I have a feeling we are using much more nuclear power now, and other alternative energies… I have a feeling we are being much more environmentally conscious and recycling and all that… I always say, I would rather see are remaining oil used for more solid products that can be recycled and reused and spread out over a long period of time, rather than just burning into the air… we need oil for rubber and plastics, things like that…

Nuclear power I think is the future… they say there is like 10,000 years worth of power in nuclear… I am hoping eventually we can make nuclear cars, planes, and things like that… I don’t know if solar power is ever going to keep a jet plane in the air…

I will talk more about nuclear some other day… an exciting thing they think will happen though, is home nuclear generators…  then we wouldn’t have to worry about the big accidents as much… they say they can make home generators that could power your home for pennies a day.

That is for another day though…

Not too bad for winging it today, I truly had no intentions of getting into nuclear power lol