I have been reflecting about how isolated I was meant to feel… If you have been following along, you know I think I basically have my own Truman Show type of situation going on, The World is watching… I am living in a live action Soap Opera… Living in a bubble… I am very used to living with this mentality, it is just how I think anymore… This blog post will be seen by like the entire world in my mind…
But then I have been thinking about how I have 30 likes and 30 followers, how my blog has an extremely low number of views. I think about how I have sold 2 copies of one of my books and zero of the other… How the last like 13 years I have tried multiple ways to reach out to the world and those around me… According to statistics and the world presented to me, almost nobody has heard my story and I am rather isolated in that regard…
I just can’t believe that though… the world presented to me is so illogical in my opinion… It is just so crazy to me that I haven’t even made a dent in the world presented to me… I haven’t even made a dent in my immediate world…
It is a bit of a demoralizing feeling in all reality, to feel that much coordination and power against you…
Just been thinking about that a bit recently…
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