I still hold out hope for Miracles, and not just for small ones either…

A couple nights ago, I dreamed that I was Pole Vaulting… I was young, perfectly healthy, and everything felt completely real, it felt as if I was really Pole Vaulting… 

This led me to start thinking about energy and how we don’t really need our physical bodies to live. I didn’t need my physical body to feel like I was truly Pole Vaulting, I just needed the energy in my mind. Which energy never dies… These biological bodies we have seem to just capture our energy for a while. Just another perspective on how real Heaven is, and how potentially close Heaven could always be to us. 

It could be a very thin wall dividing us from Heaven, that we are basically always touching Heaven in a way. It makes me feel like a backdoor to Heaven could be potentially possible… That we could potentially escape the process of the Death Transition that is necessary for us to enter into Heaven, that these Biological shells must die in order for us to cross over. 

Perhaps it isn’t the sky ripping open that we are looking and hoping for… Rather just a peaceful transfer of our personal energy into the universe of energy. I have said before it would be kind of cool if a big enough solar flare just wiped us out without us even knowing what happened… Sometimes I wonder if we ever unlocked the backdoor, we would just seamlessly transfer into Heaven… never a slip of consciousness, to perhaps even keep walking on the very Earth we stand… 

Death is so mentally violent (and actually violent sometimes) here because our minds have evolved so much to avoid it, to fear it, to survive… we make it a painful process in our minds. It is even scary and violent in a way to be dying and be questioning if there is an afterlife, it can make it a painful experience… 

I always say that if God could have pulled off his plan and still put in a backdoor to Heaven, that he would. That first and foremost would be carrying out the plan, but secondly would be leaving us in the best possible situation afterwards. I still think the only way would be with Love & connecting with the spiritual energy of this world… to unleash some deep magic within this world… to open some back door… It has certainly never been tried, our world has been much more filled with war and a place where evil has a place to thrive… 

Evil seems so determined to not even let us try and see if it works… It is still so illogical to me how truly evil people can be… Feels almost unbelievable, yet we are living through it… It is an unbelievable evil. It is also unbelievable how many people have been consumed by it as well… It is an unreasonable evil, beyond my scope of thought… 

I still hold out hope for Miracles, and not just for small ones either… I still hold out hope that this Universe contains some magic within it… It just needs to be unlocked…