The Insulated King Theory…

The insulated king theory I have can be a bit depressive when I dwell on it at times, although I tend to find it a bit illogical and quickly go back to other lines of thinking… 

I think this whole new rise of royalty is a rather complex thing, as I see royal families having to have gone underground for a long time in many ways… I won’t dive too much into all of that, rather I say this to say that Royal families have had some ties with the criminal underworld for various reasons, they weren’t exactly living by the laws… not to say that the plan wasn’t eventually to live by the books again, I think this was an ends justify the means type of deal… a necessary evil in their minds… 

I think these families have a different viewpoint for the way the world should function/be… some of these ideas don’t exactly mesh well with traditional American values and ideas. I must admit, I even have some somewhat radical ideas in a way for transforming the country and world. I would certainly like to see some major changes while also preserving many ideas as well. 

I just wonder sometimes if there isn’t a lot more pushback to all of this than I realize… Perhaps a rather large portion of America is rather hostile to the idea of royal families living within the United States and all that entails… Hostile to a lot of their ideas… Hostile to a lot of my ideas… 

I think, what if the “real” American government would love to have me arrested or something… what if they are just sitting there waiting for me to accept just one “money laundered” dollar, or one dollar associated with these families… just waiting for an opportunity to take me down… maybe that’s why no one is allowed to say anything to me directly… I have to have absolutely no knowledge or connection to anything… they are keeping me insulated from persecution under the laws… perhaps there are just teams of lawyers that study laws and make sure I am legally not allowed to be arrested… 

This can be a bit depressive to think about, because it would imply that my situation has no set end date or anything… perhaps I am screwed for my entire life here… what if the world won’t change, and people feel they need to keep protecting me? That I am just stuck in this situation, that this might be as good as it gets… Am I waiting for an upbringing/initiation/bet to end? Or am I waiting for the world to change? Here is this insane life and responsibilities we bestow upon you, and you will never see any benefits from them… get used to it… 

While this is an interesting theory, I find some major holes in. I can understand how selling paintings that aren’t “professional quality” could fall under laundered money potentially… maybe even selling self-published books could fall under this… But what about the logical proof that God exists? Why can’t people I know agree with me? Why wouldn’t that be able to become popular? Why can’t I win a Nobel Prize? Why couldn’t a school give me a scholarship or hire me as a teacher? Why is my intelligence still hidden from me? I don’t see why that would fall under laundered money, would seem very legitimate. Even the business idea of Gamble Junkie should be very legitimate, that is a very good idea. Why can’t I have a sugar momma if she is making her own money and supporting me? Why can’t more people hang out with me? Unless of course all these reasons fall under some guise of strategery, which would open all sorts of other crazy ideas in my head. 

These reasons and other along these lines lead me back to the idea that I am stuck in some sort of upbringing/initiation/bet… There are just too many holes in this theory in my opinion… I am sure you can see the logic of why these thoughts circulate in my head sometimes… But if this were the case, my life would probably already be better now… one of these legitimate ideas would have worked, we would have taken advantage of these loopholes… I would be living a better life… heck, couldn’t we just move me to some other country and have me live my life out there? 

Maybe it is some mix of the two things, and they overlap in some ways… I don’t know… I just know that I am rather screwed either way…  

I wouldn’t be as screwed if I didn’t have schizophrenia and could work like a normal person… but having schizophrenia and being forced to work is a nightmare… 

That is the insulated king theory though…